平安夜

"Jingle bells, jingle bells
Jingle all the way
Oh, what fun it is to ride
In a one horse open sleigh
Jingle bells, jingle bells
Jingle all the way
Oh, what fun it is to ride
In a one horse open sleigh

................ "

today is christmas eve....

tomorrow is christmas.....

time really flies

i just recall back i'm still studying in primary six,

but 2010 is going to end soon...

what a pity!

huh...

1 week again ...

1 january 2011 is coming soon....

time is gone so fast...

it's going to have a new year....

what is your wishes in new year...

whatever ba..

wish all the wishes you wanted come true...

but before that i still wanna wish you all 　＂ＭＥＲＲＹ　ＣＨＲＩＳＴＭＡＳ＂

hope u all enjoy ur christmas happily o...XD

MeRRy ChrIStMaS !

隐瞒

。。越是隐瞒， 人们越是想要知道隐瞒的真相。。

。

越是隐瞒，

人们只会越好奇。

。

好奇心使坏,

人们越是想找出真相，

想知道真相的一切一切。

。

也许想隐瞒的人是不想他/她受伤害,

而选择以隐瞒的方式来保护她/他。

可他/她不明白那人为他/她着想的心。

。

但往往不解的他/她只认为有些事情在隐瞒着他/她。

他/她不喜欢处处被人隐瞒。

。

当他/她想找出真相时，

都会犹豫。

。

犹豫着

知道真相后会怎么样呢。

会受伤吗。。？？

你我之间会有所变化吗。。？？

究竟真相是如何呢？？

人们带着犹豫把一切都曝光。。

最终,

人们得知他们/她们想要知道的真相。

。

但是他们/她们往往都后悔，

后悔为何当初不让对方隐瞒到底。

。

。

镜前是一回事，镜后也是一回事。。

有时，无意的隐瞒

也许是种好意。

XD

sumtime, i chosen 2 lost my memories...

cz thr r too many events happened in tis few days...

i keep on telling myself or mayb lie on myself :

dun thk too much....

time cn erase everythg....

let it pass...

.dnt mind it.. dnt care ...

juz 4gt it....

sori 4 my timid 2 face de fact nw...

so i choose 2 lost my memories juz 4 these few days onli ..

pls allow me 4gt it ......

unless i'm quite enjoy de moments nw without i care it...

^^

tired+cheerful+hapi+bored.....

wow.....nw...i wanna share

my people tat i met in tis few days....

de people tat i met ...

wow....

reli amazing.....

quite surprise me o.......

i met many frenz bt 10 ot them who r reli amazing me...

1st impression 4 me....

i thought they r iban cz they r quite dark...

their skin were darker than me....

(ps...coz my skin oledi verli dark....hahahha)

it cause me thought wrongly...

hahahha..=p

their skin nt onli dark nia o,

n oso they hv a fierce face.....garang betul la....

quite scare o when i met them o.....

but finally i found tat all of them nt reli r iban...

some even were chinese.....

quite shock 4 me....

hahhahaha

2 of them ,,female....nt tall at all....15+ n 16+ o.....

1 of them is iban but another 1 awes talk wit her...

so i thought tat both of them r iban....

hahahaha...

bt nt reli o....

i is chinese....

bt i thought she noe a bit IBAN(language)

another 1 is iban bt amazing is she noe hw 2 say chinese,

n oso noe 2 hear o...

coz she had a daughter who is learning in chinese primary school.....

i thk she learn chinese frm her daughter ....

coz i hvt ask her de true reason.....^^

some of them were shy.....

nt willing talk 2 u...

so i talk 2 them 1st loz....

after we noe each other, we started 2 gossip at thr .....

sharing our experiences...

sharing our stories....

abt funny thg...

abt tat people tat we disliked in de past..

abt our school...

we're gossiping abt everythg

wow.....quite funny o....

hahahaha

i quite enjoy when i chatted wit them....

i hoped i hv other chance 2 meet them again n sat down 2gether 4 chatting o....

XD

下雨的季节。。。

这几天，天空不作美。。一直在下雨。。。

让我才发觉现在下雨是有原因的。。

因为年尾是雨季啊。。。

所以才会一直下雨。。。。

我的朋友。。

有的不喜欢下雨。。有的喜欢下雨。。

因为他们觉得下雨让他们的心情大变。。

有的说下雨让他们心情变更糟，down哦。。

因为下雨让他们想起一些不开心的回忆。。。

我想说CHEER UP吧。。

往好的方向想吧。。

有的说下雨让他们的心情变好了。。

他们看着下雨的场景，想起了他与她的回忆。。。

属于他们二人的回忆。。。

XD。。好好噢。。。

祝你们幸福哦。。。。^^

可是让我笑到爆是。。

有人告诉我，跟我说他讨厌下雨。。

因为它不能好好睡觉。。

热到不能睡。。。。

好可爱哦。。。。哈哈。。。

可是我自己觉得我们可以试着喜欢下雨天哦。。。

看着雨滴一直往地上打。。。

滴踏。。滴踏。。。

好好听的音乐哦。。

只要你静下心来聆听。。

那你一定会渐渐喜欢上它的。。。

下雨也可让我们整理下我们自己的心。。

想想在你身边的人。。

在你生命中遇过的人。。。

想想你们的相遇。。。。

所发生过的事。。。

好事。。

不好的事。。。

但这些全是之间的回忆哦。。。

还记得我小时候常常和我姐姐一起去淋雨。。

可是我们淋完雨后就快快跑进浴室冲凉。。

因为会怕妈妈发现。。妈妈会骂。。。

因为小孩子容易生病哦。。哈哈哈。。。。

不过，这也让我留下美好的回忆。。。

下雨。。。。

是可以好好享受的。。。

a bit disapointed o...

i am down.....

cz i heard a bad new...

it is reli bad new 2 me o...

bt 4 others, they dun thk so o...

they thought tat is a gud new 4 them o....

bad new is ....

during tis holiday, i cnt go trip wit frenz o.....

in fact, my lembaga, pps oledi plan wanna

go 2 trip in kch in de beginning of de year o...

bt...haiz...

cz our principal is going 2 leave our schl o...

16/11 is his last day o...

he is going bek 2 his own hometown o...

i heard tat he dun wan sponsor our trip anymore o....

in de pass, he tell us, he wanna sponsored our transport fees o....

bt nw, x more sponsor o....

if x more sponsor , we still cn go trip by ourself o....

y cnt lez?

cz my pps teacher reject it o....

teacher dun wanna ar.....

haiz...

so sad o..... so disappointed o....

cz cnt go 2 trip o......

o.O...HOLIDAYS loz.....

hi, everyone...

holiday is cuming soon o...

wat is ur planSsss 2 enjoy ur holiday??

trips ?

keep on doing de assignments ?

studying ?

working ?

watever la....hope u all enjoy ur holiday o.....

i will enjoy my holiday too o.....

XD

天使与主人

第一次看除了许友彬和邓秀茵以外的作者写的书。
雨文，很特别的名字。
雨+文=雯
哇咔咔....

这故事是说一群小朋友之间的友情,

小主人跟天使有很多的书信及互动来往，

从陌生到熟悉。

有付出就会有回报^^
小朋友的世界还真是单纯的说。
很多人对朋友的好，是不会放在嘴边，而是放在心上的。
就算被误解了，还是能继续当好朋友^^


很期待能玩一次。

吳克羣 - 愛我 恨我..nice song....^^

nicw song o....share 2 u all.....like tis song veri much ..^^

walao o......

2day is a bad day 4 me....

tis morning, i oledi felt sumthg r wrong...

hated..hated.....

><,,,,,,><,,,,,><,,,,,,,

scolded by sum1 suddenly.....

bt i din done anythg wrong o....

made me felt sad 4 several hours....

down....

2day morning, i duno y my mood is low....

however, i miss a song in de past...

“天灰”-SHE...

online n find tis song...

i like tis song 's mv too.....

but i duno y i feel like sumthg muz wrong 2day...

juz a feeling nia.....

after listen 2 tis song 4 several times, my mood r bttr nw....

more gud nw....

tired.....

last week....

tis week...

nw....

i really felt tired....

i really wanna take a rest...

allow me 2 take a rest ba.....

HeAdaCHe

........................................................................................

EXAM ...EXAM.....EXAM...

haiz......

memang pening kepala arh.....

..................

@.@

.................

but we still nid gambateh lez..

keep on fighting o...

+u...+u.......

^^

.............

=p

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EXAM...

i scare i will FAIL de exam tis time....espeically pa exam....

coz i din finish on time .....

n i find tat i done many mistake on pa exam...

haiz...

everytime,no enough time 4 me 2 finish de exam paper de,,...

y..y...y....

coz i still nt yet b ready 2 sit 4 de exam

or i nt yet do enough preparaion?

i thk mayb it's de reason....

haiz....

i WANNA to study hard than others loz...

coz i dnt wan 2 b de laster in de class....

although i noe i am poor enuf....

but i still wan 2 struggle ...

i hope i can do it....

bless me!!!

nice song....

hello....everyone....gud morning....^^

today, i wanna share tis song- "love"by hebe....

i like tis song very much....

hope all of u like it.....^^

cant sleep tonight

2day....haiz..yoyoyo....only hv 1 word can describe....tired....

0500am ...i nid to wake up coz i nid to taip de carta organisasi ajk...

0615am....i juz finished my work....but i nid 2 get ready coz i nid send my sis 2 schl 1st n then send my grandmum to market n i go 2 schl lastly...

0800am-1230pm......stay at schl for decoration of library ....haiz...

1245pm...juz reached home ......n eat de lunch....

0130pm......gt ready go 2 schl again...haiz.....so busy a....coz i hv a meeting frm 0200pm until 0400pm....

0400pm.....hu......finally..i can take a rest loz.....

i quickly rush bek to my bed n rest....

0600pm..i wake up ...go 2 kitchen to hv my dinner ..after tat i took a bath..

0700pm.....i felt sleepy again ...mayb my body felt too tired...

1100pm.....i wake up coz my body rest enough loz...

but i cant sleep anymore loz....nid bcum panda 2mr loz...

1130pm....online ..go to fb....kept on chatting wit my frenz...

coz nothing can do.....

0300am....gud morning...my frenz...

cheer up...fight 4 another new day loz....

0700am....i nid go 2 schl again....haiz.....lazy bother me again...

haiz...exam is cuming soon again....next friday....haiz...i nid 2 study hard loz...if nt..i scare i wil b de last in my class.......ok ....fighting ............on.....gambateh lez....

心。。。。

无论我们的心有多坚强,但终有脆弱的一面。。。

当我们的心越是脆弱，我们越是想把它一一隐藏起来。。。

只因不愿让人看见我们脆弱的一面。。。

可是一旦我们再怎么把脆弱的心隐藏在内心深处的一个角落。。。

越是容易被人发现我们弱小的那一面。。。

然而，当人们发现我们那脆弱的一面并向前想要关心那脆弱的心。。。

却往往被我们一一推开。。。

只因我们都不想表露自己弱小的心。。。

一而再三的拿出坚强的心来伪装自己拥有坚强的一面。。。

我想。。。

有时。。。我们应该让自己的心喘一喘气吧。。。

too tired today..

today our schl organised carnival uniform body....

all uniform body involved in it....such as PBMM, BB, KADET BOMBA , KADET REMAJA , KADET POLIS,WUSHU and so on.....

carnival uniform body almost similar as competition btw each uniform body...

competed

(i)marching

(ii)choir

(iii)camping

(iv)cooking

first n foremost, choir was our 1st show....

every uniform body nid to perform their own association's song...

since i joined kadet bomba...so i oso involved in it but i prefer to participate choir....coz i am poor in marching...camping...only boys can involved in it....cooking ma....no fresh enough for me loz....hahhaha....^^

wow....de sounds ..haiz...haiz....coz no music is allowed...mayb u can imaging urself...

but i think our association's song is more nice than other...(it's true).l..hahahha....=p

after all uniform body perform their song...we waited at thr to noe de result from teacher...

finally,de results r out.....wow....nervous o...

3rd prize:.....kadet bomba....

(we r dissapointed....coz we din gt de 1st prize...haiz....

but we r glad coz we gt de prize tis year....last year kadet bomba din gt de prize...hahaha...)

2nd prize:.....PBMM.......(i think they won due to their uniformly)

n

1st prize: .......BB.....（wow....suprise o....i oso dont noe y....but i oso wan to say congratulation^^）....

after tat...we went to help those involved in cooking...

when we reached thr....omg....other ppl oledi start to cook ....

but our group nt yet light up de fire....a bu.....

de wood oso nt yet hacked ....omg....poor..poor....poorr...

we went over thr n help them...

.juz a while...de fire lighted up...hahhaa...

tat was our contribution...hhhaha..

no la...

tat was teacher's contribution...

coz he teached us how to light up de fire...wow...

9am...we rushed bek to hall again to perform our following show...performance...to support carnival 2day....haha...

wow....de performance really wonderful....especially BB.....wow...i like their show very much....a bit touched .....principal oso lihe their show very much...no like us....hahaha....cincai nia.....hahah...we sang 3 song but no matched de...hahhaa...every1 laugh at our stupid action too(= hold a candle each person n walked up to stage n walked down de stage quietly).....hahahaa....

it's ok...coz thr was prize for all of us...hahaha..all uniform body got de small prize coz we supported de carnival....=p

i heard de news from others...marching...bomba lose...ooo...o.o

PBMM, BB n POLIS won.....no us...sad.....haiz...

then we went down to involve in cooking again....haha...coz i found tat cooking was quiet fun than other ...hahha..

cooking competition ended...PBMM was de winner ,followed by BB n BOMBA...

11.00am....all of us gathered at hall.....principal n big big guest gifted us de prize....nt bad...our bomba gt 2 prize although both r 3rd prize...choir n cooking ..hahaha...

then principal gave a speech to us....n took photo with principal....

11.30am--it's time to go home now....b4 leave..all bomba members stay to take photo 2gether.....

11.40-12.00....foo ,ya fen ,irene n i went to coffee shop to hv a drink ....we chitchat a lot at thr...ooo...oooo...

12.10..my car cum n fetch me to go home....

in conclusion....i felt fun 2day....hahaha.....

exam is coming soon...

oh my godness.... tropical tests r near to the corner...

i nid to sit for my tropical tests on 20 n 21 july

n next month, i nid to sit for 1st exam in schl loz....

so mayb i wont online in these few days...

coz i nid prepare my tropical tests....

due to my absent-minded...n nt very smart brain..

so i nid to study hard so tat i wont be de last 1 in my class....

y i nid to study hard le...

coz my classmates all r very smart one....

i quite jealous wit them....

they hv smart brains , good communication skills, n so on...

all r smart smart one n clever clever one.....

quite jealous le... n some of my classmates get de highest post in schl....

my class hv 1 headgirl(prefect) +1 headboy(prefect)+

1 president( monitor)+1 secretary(prefect)+so on.....

wow.....so stressful le.....cant breath any more.....haiz...

so i nid to study hard , n i am nt going to b de loser in my class...

hope God bless me.....

wish all of u gud luck.......^^

my final decision..

finally...finally....

i made my decision...

i decide to stay at form 6

n i wan get gud result in stpm result....

if i hv gud result ,i am sure my dream can cum true.....

although i nid to work very very hard to get gud result....

but i wont give up....i will try my best...

no...should say...

i muz work hard...n try hard....

so tat i wont felt regret in my future.....

my frenz, everyone hv ur ow dream....

let us made our dream cum true....

let fight together.....fighting ....on......

gambateh le...^^

my holidays....

wow....time is going too fast.... oledi is half of the june now...

holidays already pass 2 weeks loz...

only less 1 weeks..then no more holidays loz.....haiyaya....

now most of my frenz oledi decide their final choice ..

some of them confirm stay form 6 ...

some of them pretty sure they go 2 college 2 continue their own studies....most of them oledi confirm thier road in their future loz...

how about me ???

future....

.i nid to consider...consider..

coz i dont wan take any wrong steps again ..

these few days, my parents face me to de my own decision as fast as i can...

they hope i can give them a very confirm answer ...

but i cant decide now....i nid more advises...opinions...

.i nid seek for the help from my fenz..my teachers...first b4 i cum out wit a final conclusion....

dont worry...i only nid some time to think....then i will make my final decision...

to be continue loz....^^

stay at home lonely........=..=

nobody..nobody...nobody...at home..

none of them stay at home loz..

pity....pity..i'm so pity...coz i nid stay at home...

so boring...so lonely....nothing can do.......

juz can watch de movie...or tv progammes at home...

but i still felt bore.........dunno wat can i do........

juz,,,,,play play....loz............

HOW ABOUT DE LUNCH....

i think i nid 2 cook 4 myself loz....

wat should i cook le?

erm...erm...better think properly b4 start cooking....

chicken soup loz...it is easy 4 me to cook....

juz put all de indregient into a pot n boils it....

. then after 1 n 1/2 hour ....all is done....

i can enjoy my lunch...

but i nid 2 eat lonely......no one can accompany wit me....

==.........

sad...sad...sad....

y i'm sad....most of u noe la...i nt nid say any more...

i want cry....cant control my tear....

no mood loz....

only 1 word la....sad...sad..

now i still sad......

=..=..................

hate...hate,,...=.=

why i hv so many things need to do....

hate..hate..

all the people throw their tasks to me....

i need to finish all the tasks by myself....

hated it..hated it...

then some of deadline of the tasks are tomorrow...

i need to finish some of the tasks tonight...

tonight, i did not stay at home again due to family meeting...

i think i cant sleep tonight again...==

regret...

today...after i see my friends' blog...
they say they are ready to face their own challenge this year..
their challenge are:
(a) get good result in spm,,,
(b)get scholarship to study oversea..
after i see these two challenge..
i start to felt very regret..
i regret why i did not study hard when i am young...
until now i just start 2 regret on it...
i start to blame myself...
i start to asking myself reason that i did not study hard...
a...my mood is down again...
i dont want to become a loser...
everyone will laugh at the loser....
a...regret..regret...regret..
i want to change my attitude..
i want change myself...
start from now...i want study hard...
i dont want to lose any more...

p/s: if i write wrong or my sentences are wrong ..please correct my sentences..
because i want to improve my Bi...thanks..welcome to write any comments...

3.45am

durin tis time,

every1 is sleepin then how about me?

i cant sleep in de whole nite..

so i wake up n open my pc ..

but after i open my pc...wat can i do...

i oso dunno le...

dunno wat should i do...then i go 2 my blog 2 update my blog loz...

coz nothing can do....hahaha

de time is gone briskly...i cant even caught de time ...

now...oledi is march...de spm result is comin out on 11th march..

left 1 week..then all de 2009 spm students nid 2 face their own result...

they nid 2 get de result n c their own result...face de truth on tat time..

4 me....i felt scare...afraid..worry....

y i scare..afraid...worry...?

coz of de result loz..

i think mayb i oso cant sleep in tat nite(10th march)..

haiz....haiz,,

my 1st time driving experience....

last night...i go out 2 hv a dinner wit my best...best frienz...

it is my 1st time driving without my mum who always sit behind me....

if i drive my car in de morning o in de afternoon...i will x afraid

coz..i still can c de cars in de roads clearly...hahaha...no la...

coz.... i oledi hv mani experience on driving in de morning o afternoon...

n thn ,,it's de 1st timei drive at night

coz i nv drive de car at night alone...

n go home alone...

luckily... drivin at night is x so afraid 4 me...

but i oso thanks my friez 2 accompany wit me...

i love u all...my friez...thanks....muacks..

i hope we can go out again n keep it bcome our sweet memory in our brain

....hahaha...

我的新的一年究竟是好还是坏呢?

别人的新一年都有各自的新希望....各自的理想....真好...
而我呢?????阿...阿....一个字...""烦""。。。
我究竟该怎么办才好。。。
此时的我一直不知如何是好。。。。==
开学又要开始了。。。我到底要选什么科系好呢？？？
biology n chemistry 还是 physics n chemistry呢？？？
不知。。。。
我的家人很希望我能够拿bio n chem。。
原因呢？？？
是他们想要我将来能做个有关doctor的工作or做个pharmacy。。。
而我一直以来都像be an interior designer。。
我一直慢慢向要说服我的爸妈，，让他们了解这一科也会有将来。。。
可是他们仍然不解。。。仍然认为这科没“前" "钱”途。。。
回到原题 。。。我想拿phy n chem。。
因为我对bio没有什么兴趣。。所以想拿phy n chem。。
可是这个科系有什么工作呢？？？
我也不清楚。。。啊啊啊啊。。。此时的我好讨厌我自己。。。
可是讨厌自己又能有什么用呢？？？？。。。。。