hate...hate,,...=.=

why i hv so many things need to do....

hate..hate..

all the people throw their tasks to me....

i need to finish all the tasks by myself....

hated it..hated it...

then some of deadline of the tasks are tomorrow...

i need to finish some of the tasks tonight...

tonight, i did not stay at home again due to family meeting...

i think i cant sleep tonight again...==

regret...

today...after i see my friends' blog...
they say they are ready to face their own challenge this year..
their challenge are:
(a) get good result in spm,,,
(b)get scholarship to study oversea..
after i see these two challenge..
i start to felt very regret..
i regret why i did not study hard when i am young...
until now i just start 2 regret on it...
i start to blame myself...
i start to asking myself reason that i did not study hard...
a...my mood is down again...
i dont want to become a loser...
everyone will laugh at the loser....
a...regret..regret...regret..
i want to change my attitude..
i want change myself...
start from now...i want study hard...
i dont want to lose any more...

p/s: if i write wrong or my sentences are wrong ..please correct my sentences..
because i want to improve my Bi...thanks..welcome to write any comments...