2nd year sem 1 in usm _=)

Wa. Time flied. 1 year passed. I been here usm for 1 year already . I am 2nd year student nw and be senior already .look back the album that I was in 1st year , just like it happen yesterday . Woohoo..but nth is going to change my uni life . It's just move on to next step . This year , it is more challenging for me since I am going to use laptop to design more to interior part and modelling..but it was stress too since I received 1st project b4 school reopen . It's ok . Stress push me to fly higher. Fighting , eQ. U can do it .even thought u start late but nevermind, Believe urself .let's aim higher , fight for the dream  ♡♡

(**ps: just notice it hvt post up after wrote it last 2 months  )

moody night =)

alright ~ teamwork  really hard for me ~ i am willing to cooperate but what i get in last is u decide it yourself without discussion. well.. if u want to make decision , can u discuss with us first and respect our opinion ?it is group work , not individual work  ,please make it clear , alright ?and now , all of us need to follow and coordinate u because u start your board already .in the beginning , u r the one told us to decide our design and decide what color of our boards used at last  . but . u are the first people to break the rule now , we need to coordinate u  now . then why u dun want to tell us early about your decision in the beginning ,make all of us get into trouble now .see, how good u are !! i am too disappointed on u T.T

R we still frenz ??

sometimes it is sad to heard somethg abt frenz relationship walk to the end or wat . I never think that we r  frm best frenz to  become stranger or some sort like that . I only know once u r my best frenz then we r best frenz forever except one case in form 6.  we know each other r busy, seldom meet each other but  it does not means we r over ,we can out together even I know we seldom out together coz we meet new frenz,sometimes I wan to ask u out but I dunno u still wan out with me or nt . it is one of the reason that I am nt dare to ask u out .maybe it cause the change btw our relationship . I am nt sure that am I the one who u mention , I only know a fact which is we still are best frenz at least it happen in my life . =)

Heart _ Hurt ? Bleeding ? Pain ?

U know my feelings now ??
I just wan to help u  but...
Do u know that it's hurt when I wan to help u but u keep on reject my help n not only reject one times ? It is called friend ??? Friends suppose to help each one in any moments when u need my each other's help. u reject my help means I am nt ur friend ? I dun hv that right to be ur friend ? U make me feel that I have been kicked out from ur friendlist .make me feel like I am alone . Yes . I feel alone sometimes . Whatever . Maybe i think too much . I only know one thing nw which is my heart is bleeding . It's pain . =(

My heart is suffering =(

I want to cry tonight. I dunno y . Now I just wan to cry as loudly as i can just like a baby is crying without cares anythg. But I know I cnt do it in this way ,just because I am adult nw .Can I free to be myself without cares anyone and their feelings anymore ? Just a few minutes or 1 minutes also cant huh ??? Now , I am tiring especially my heart .=)

我的感受就不是感受吗?

久违的一帖=)
为他人着想是好事，也许是你的体贴．
但过分的要求他人展示你的体贴，
这样只有反效果！！只会让他人感到不适．当要求别人为她着想时请不要过分．请想想他人的感受，好吗！!

是啊~那是我。

我不喜欢压抑自己,可是 我是环境所逼。
我不喜欢说过去的事,因为我会压抑不了自己,我会伤心。 =(

2 march 2013 , o1.22am