regret...

today...after i see my friends' blog...
they say they are ready to face their own challenge this year..
their challenge are:
(a) get good result in spm,,,
(b)get scholarship to study oversea..
after i see these two challenge..
i start to felt very regret..
i regret why i did not study hard when i am young...
until now i just start 2 regret on it...
i start to blame myself...
i start to asking myself reason that i did not study hard...
a...my mood is down again...
i dont want to become a loser...
everyone will laugh at the loser....
a...regret..regret...regret..
i want to change my attitude..
i want change myself...
start from now...i want study hard...
i dont want to lose any more...

p/s: if i write wrong or my sentences are wrong ..please correct my sentences..
because i want to improve my Bi...thanks..welcome to write any comments...

3.45am

durin tis time,

every1 is sleepin then how about me?

i cant sleep in de whole nite..

so i wake up n open my pc ..

but after i open my pc...wat can i do...

i oso dunno le...

dunno wat should i do...then i go 2 my blog 2 update my blog loz...

coz nothing can do....hahaha

de time is gone briskly...i cant even caught de time ...

now...oledi is march...de spm result is comin out on 11th march..

left 1 week..then all de 2009 spm students nid 2 face their own result...

they nid 2 get de result n c their own result...face de truth on tat time..

4 me....i felt scare...afraid..worry....

y i scare..afraid...worry...?

coz of de result loz..

i think mayb i oso cant sleep in tat nite(10th march)..

haiz....haiz,,

my 1st time driving experience....

last night...i go out 2 hv a dinner wit my best...best frienz...

it is my 1st time driving without my mum who always sit behind me....

if i drive my car in de morning o in de afternoon...i will x afraid

coz..i still can c de cars in de roads clearly...hahaha...no la...

coz.... i oledi hv mani experience on driving in de morning o afternoon...

n thn ,,it's de 1st timei drive at night

coz i nv drive de car at night alone...

n go home alone...

luckily... drivin at night is x so afraid 4 me...

but i oso thanks my friez 2 accompany wit me...

i love u all...my friez...thanks....muacks..

i hope we can go out again n keep it bcome our sweet memory in our brain

....hahaha...

我的新的一年究竟是好还是坏呢?

别人的新一年都有各自的新希望....各自的理想....真好...
而我呢?????阿...阿....一个字...""烦""。。。
我究竟该怎么办才好。。。
此时的我一直不知如何是好。。。。==
开学又要开始了。。。我到底要选什么科系好呢？？？
biology n chemistry 还是 physics n chemistry呢？？？
不知。。。。
我的家人很希望我能够拿bio n chem。。
原因呢？？？
是他们想要我将来能做个有关doctor的工作or做个pharmacy。。。
而我一直以来都像be an interior designer。。
我一直慢慢向要说服我的爸妈，，让他们了解这一科也会有将来。。。
可是他们仍然不解。。。仍然认为这科没“前" "钱”途。。。
回到原题 。。。我想拿phy n chem。。
因为我对bio没有什么兴趣。。所以想拿phy n chem。。
可是这个科系有什么工作呢？？？
我也不清楚。。。啊啊啊啊。。。此时的我好讨厌我自己。。。
可是讨厌自己又能有什么用呢？？？？。。。。。

ARE U READY FACE THE SPM EXAMINATION.........

spm is coming soon....
ALL MY FRIENDS,,,
ALL MY CLASSMATES,,
ALL THE FORM 5 STUDENTS,,
are u ready????
r u afraid...scare...???? coz u r afraid of spm examl...
or
r u bore...confuse...??? coz u not yet finish the revision...
or
u r happy ...jubilant...???? coz u r ready 2 face the spm exam..
or
all of these mood happen in ur bodies???
for me,,,
may be i also do not know my feeling well...
coz i afraid ,,,scare,,,bore,,,confuse,, nervous,,
all the mood start to rise slowly in my body!!
FINALLY,, i only can say.......
"don't give up"
"kept moving n fight until the last minutes"
"believe urself ,u can do it"
"if we try our best , then nobody will say somethings in our back"
FIGHT !! FIGHT !! FIGHTING !!! LET US FIGHT TOGRTHER!!

啊。。。啊。。。。生病了。。。
好没精神哦。。。
风寒再次袭击我。。。
好讨厌。。。。恨。。恨。。。恨。。
好不舒服哦。。。
要一直上厕所。。。啊。。好痛苦。。


=_=！ 又不舒服了。。
又要上厕所了。。。