my holidays....

wow....time is going too fast.... oledi is half of the june now...

holidays already pass 2 weeks loz...

only less 1 weeks..then no more holidays loz.....haiyaya....

now most of my frenz oledi decide their final choice ..

some of them confirm stay form 6 ...

some of them pretty sure they go 2 college 2 continue their own studies....most of them oledi confirm thier road in their future loz...

how about me ???

future....

.i nid to consider...consider..

coz i dont wan take any wrong steps again ..

these few days, my parents face me to de my own decision as fast as i can...

they hope i can give them a very confirm answer ...

but i cant decide now....i nid more advises...opinions...

.i nid seek for the help from my fenz..my teachers...first b4 i cum out wit a final conclusion....

dont worry...i only nid some time to think....then i will make my final decision...

to be continue loz....^^

stay at home lonely........=..=

nobody..nobody...nobody...at home..

none of them stay at home loz..

pity....pity..i'm so pity...coz i nid stay at home...

so boring...so lonely....nothing can do.......

juz can watch de movie...or tv progammes at home...

but i still felt bore.........dunno wat can i do........

juz,,,,,play play....loz............

HOW ABOUT DE LUNCH....

i think i nid 2 cook 4 myself loz....

wat should i cook le?

erm...erm...better think properly b4 start cooking....

chicken soup loz...it is easy 4 me to cook....

juz put all de indregient into a pot n boils it....

. then after 1 n 1/2 hour ....all is done....

i can enjoy my lunch...

but i nid 2 eat lonely......no one can accompany wit me....

==.........

sad...sad...sad....

y i'm sad....most of u noe la...i nt nid say any more...

i want cry....cant control my tear....

no mood loz....

only 1 word la....sad...sad..

now i still sad......

=..=..................

hate...hate,,...=.=

why i hv so many things need to do....

hate..hate..

all the people throw their tasks to me....

i need to finish all the tasks by myself....

hated it..hated it...

then some of deadline of the tasks are tomorrow...

i need to finish some of the tasks tonight...

tonight, i did not stay at home again due to family meeting...

i think i cant sleep tonight again...==

regret...

today...after i see my friends' blog...
they say they are ready to face their own challenge this year..
their challenge are:
(a) get good result in spm,,,
(b)get scholarship to study oversea..
after i see these two challenge..
i start to felt very regret..
i regret why i did not study hard when i am young...
until now i just start 2 regret on it...
i start to blame myself...
i start to asking myself reason that i did not study hard...
a...my mood is down again...
i dont want to become a loser...
everyone will laugh at the loser....
a...regret..regret...regret..
i want to change my attitude..
i want change myself...
start from now...i want study hard...
i dont want to lose any more...

p/s: if i write wrong or my sentences are wrong ..please correct my sentences..
because i want to improve my Bi...thanks..welcome to write any comments...

3.45am

durin tis time,

every1 is sleepin then how about me?

i cant sleep in de whole nite..

so i wake up n open my pc ..

but after i open my pc...wat can i do...

i oso dunno le...

dunno wat should i do...then i go 2 my blog 2 update my blog loz...

coz nothing can do....hahaha

de time is gone briskly...i cant even caught de time ...

now...oledi is march...de spm result is comin out on 11th march..

left 1 week..then all de 2009 spm students nid 2 face their own result...

they nid 2 get de result n c their own result...face de truth on tat time..

4 me....i felt scare...afraid..worry....

y i scare..afraid...worry...?

coz of de result loz..

i think mayb i oso cant sleep in tat nite(10th march)..

haiz....haiz,,