心。。。。

无论我们的心有多坚强,但终有脆弱的一面。。。

当我们的心越是脆弱，我们越是想把它一一隐藏起来。。。

只因不愿让人看见我们脆弱的一面。。。

可是一旦我们再怎么把脆弱的心隐藏在内心深处的一个角落。。。

越是容易被人发现我们弱小的那一面。。。

然而，当人们发现我们那脆弱的一面并向前想要关心那脆弱的心。。。

却往往被我们一一推开。。。

只因我们都不想表露自己弱小的心。。。

一而再三的拿出坚强的心来伪装自己拥有坚强的一面。。。

我想。。。

有时。。。我们应该让自己的心喘一喘气吧。。。

too tired today..

today our schl organised carnival uniform body....

all uniform body involved in it....such as PBMM, BB, KADET BOMBA , KADET REMAJA , KADET POLIS,WUSHU and so on.....

carnival uniform body almost similar as competition btw each uniform body...

competed

(i)marching

(ii)choir

(iii)camping

(iv)cooking

first n foremost, choir was our 1st show....

every uniform body nid to perform their own association's song...

since i joined kadet bomba...so i oso involved in it but i prefer to participate choir....coz i am poor in marching...camping...only boys can involved in it....cooking ma....no fresh enough for me loz....hahhaha....^^

wow....de sounds ..haiz...haiz....coz no music is allowed...mayb u can imaging urself...

but i think our association's song is more nice than other...(it's true).l..hahahha....=p

after all uniform body perform their song...we waited at thr to noe de result from teacher...

finally,de results r out.....wow....nervous o...

3rd prize:.....kadet bomba....

(we r dissapointed....coz we din gt de 1st prize...haiz....

but we r glad coz we gt de prize tis year....last year kadet bomba din gt de prize...hahaha...)

2nd prize:.....PBMM.......(i think they won due to their uniformly)

n

1st prize: .......BB.....（wow....suprise o....i oso dont noe y....but i oso wan to say congratulation^^）....

after tat...we went to help those involved in cooking...

when we reached thr....omg....other ppl oledi start to cook ....

but our group nt yet light up de fire....a bu.....

de wood oso nt yet hacked ....omg....poor..poor....poorr...

we went over thr n help them...

.juz a while...de fire lighted up...hahhaa...

tat was our contribution...hhhaha..

no la...

tat was teacher's contribution...

coz he teached us how to light up de fire...wow...

9am...we rushed bek to hall again to perform our following show...performance...to support carnival 2day....haha...

wow....de performance really wonderful....especially BB.....wow...i like their show very much....a bit touched .....principal oso lihe their show very much...no like us....hahaha....cincai nia.....hahah...we sang 3 song but no matched de...hahhaa...every1 laugh at our stupid action too(= hold a candle each person n walked up to stage n walked down de stage quietly).....hahahaa....

it's ok...coz thr was prize for all of us...hahaha..all uniform body got de small prize coz we supported de carnival....=p

i heard de news from others...marching...bomba lose...ooo...o.o

PBMM, BB n POLIS won.....no us...sad.....haiz...

then we went down to involve in cooking again....haha...coz i found tat cooking was quiet fun than other ...hahha..

cooking competition ended...PBMM was de winner ,followed by BB n BOMBA...

11.00am....all of us gathered at hall.....principal n big big guest gifted us de prize....nt bad...our bomba gt 2 prize although both r 3rd prize...choir n cooking ..hahaha...

then principal gave a speech to us....n took photo with principal....

11.30am--it's time to go home now....b4 leave..all bomba members stay to take photo 2gether.....

11.40-12.00....foo ,ya fen ,irene n i went to coffee shop to hv a drink ....we chitchat a lot at thr...ooo...oooo...

12.10..my car cum n fetch me to go home....

in conclusion....i felt fun 2day....hahaha.....

exam is coming soon...

oh my godness.... tropical tests r near to the corner...

i nid to sit for my tropical tests on 20 n 21 july

n next month, i nid to sit for 1st exam in schl loz....

so mayb i wont online in these few days...

coz i nid prepare my tropical tests....

due to my absent-minded...n nt very smart brain..

so i nid to study hard so tat i wont be de last 1 in my class....

y i nid to study hard le...

coz my classmates all r very smart one....

i quite jealous wit them....

they hv smart brains , good communication skills, n so on...

all r smart smart one n clever clever one.....

quite jealous le... n some of my classmates get de highest post in schl....

my class hv 1 headgirl(prefect) +1 headboy(prefect)+

1 president( monitor)+1 secretary(prefect)+so on.....

wow.....so stressful le.....cant breath any more.....haiz...

so i nid to study hard , n i am nt going to b de loser in my class...

hope God bless me.....

wish all of u gud luck.......^^

my final decision..

finally...finally....

i made my decision...

i decide to stay at form 6

n i wan get gud result in stpm result....

if i hv gud result ,i am sure my dream can cum true.....

although i nid to work very very hard to get gud result....

but i wont give up....i will try my best...

no...should say...

i muz work hard...n try hard....

so tat i wont felt regret in my future.....

my frenz, everyone hv ur ow dream....

let us made our dream cum true....

let fight together.....fighting ....on......

gambateh le...^^

my holidays....

wow....time is going too fast.... oledi is half of the june now...

holidays already pass 2 weeks loz...

only less 1 weeks..then no more holidays loz.....haiyaya....

now most of my frenz oledi decide their final choice ..

some of them confirm stay form 6 ...

some of them pretty sure they go 2 college 2 continue their own studies....most of them oledi confirm thier road in their future loz...

how about me ???

future....

.i nid to consider...consider..

coz i dont wan take any wrong steps again ..

these few days, my parents face me to de my own decision as fast as i can...

they hope i can give them a very confirm answer ...

but i cant decide now....i nid more advises...opinions...

.i nid seek for the help from my fenz..my teachers...first b4 i cum out wit a final conclusion....

dont worry...i only nid some time to think....then i will make my final decision...

to be continue loz....^^

stay at home lonely........=..=

nobody..nobody...nobody...at home..

none of them stay at home loz..

pity....pity..i'm so pity...coz i nid stay at home...

so boring...so lonely....nothing can do.......

juz can watch de movie...or tv progammes at home...

but i still felt bore.........dunno wat can i do........

juz,,,,,play play....loz............

HOW ABOUT DE LUNCH....

i think i nid 2 cook 4 myself loz....

wat should i cook le?

erm...erm...better think properly b4 start cooking....

chicken soup loz...it is easy 4 me to cook....

juz put all de indregient into a pot n boils it....

. then after 1 n 1/2 hour ....all is done....

i can enjoy my lunch...

but i nid 2 eat lonely......no one can accompany wit me....

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sad...sad...sad....

y i'm sad....most of u noe la...i nt nid say any more...

i want cry....cant control my tear....

no mood loz....

only 1 word la....sad...sad..

now i still sad......

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