2nd MUET

today was my second time to sit for speaking test..

i was quite nervous before i entered the exam room...

i kept on telling myself not to be too nervous

and

took a big mouth of breath to calm down myself..

during the exam, i found that my points that i said were out of the topic..

all the points were not related with the topic...

i found these mistakes when we kicked start the discussion,

my mind started to be blanked at all...

when my turn to speak,

i really dont have anypoints or elaboration can be said...

i just kept on talking about the non-sense words

and

kept on repeated my friends' points..

there was no points for me to maintain my own points...

oh no...

how terrible i am...

last and not the least,

i found that i didnt perform well in speaking test

because i only talk a little bit ..

i think the examiners may think that i spoke too few

and

of course my marks were too simply jobs for them to give ...

huh...T_T

anywhere, it is past now...

it is no use for me to felt regret now...

what should i do now is ?

struggle hard for another 3 paper....

only left 2 weeks for me to get ready..

2 weeks ...the time was too few...

but NO CHOICE ....

i must struggle hard to scold well in another 3 paper...

so that i wont disappointed my family and myself....

yup...there was only one way for me now that is STRUGGLE HARD NOW..!!! XD

i'm sorry

hahahaha.....

first till last, i only have 1 word wanna say...that is " sorry"

why i say so...

because i am lazy to update my blog these few days o...

although i am free enough , i'm still lazy to post somethings on my wall here...

so " i am sorry" due to my laziness...hahaha

i will update my blog ASAP de....hahahaha

see you ya....to be continue...=p

moody...T.T

i dont know what happen to me....

if can, i also wanna ask myself what happened to me now...

is it something or some events happened bothered me now...

"TELL ME WHY?"( a song too ya )..

.i also dont understand me myself....

i am moody suddenly ,

i dont have any mood now to complete my homework or do other things....

maybe i also dont understand ..

+ i am headache now....painful suddenly...

i am try listening to music now to conform my mood now...

to calm down my emo mood now...

and i hope it works on me ....

Tell me why,(why) does it have to be like this
Tell me why, (why) is there something I have missed
Tell me why, (why) cause I don't understand
When so many need somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why

Every day, I ask myself
what will I have to do to be a man
Do I have, to stand and fight
To prove to everybody who I am
Is that what my life is for?
To waste in a world full of war

the lyrics above is the lyrics of "TELL ME WHY"

this is one of my favorite song...

quite a nice song it was ya...

now , maybe i know why my mood become moody just now.

i think one of my reason is stress ba...

i put too much stress on myself ...

why i say so, sure i got reason to say so...

as everyone know, stpm results released a few days ago...

my sister is one who sat for stpm last year..

undoubt that she just recieve her results

but she dint scolded a good results and blammed by my mum..

of course i am also the one who blammed by my mum too...

beacuse my mum kept on advice me to study hard..

but she only always saw me sat in front of computer and television..

she blammed me that i dint study hard and

kept on tell me that i will scold the bad results like my sister if i dint study hard and cant enter unversity..

i am quite down when i heard it..

because i promised to my dad before

i say i wanna have a try in form 6 and maybe i cant handle the studies well..

it is because my dad forced me before to study account to be accountant in my future

but i not willing to be a accountant because i am not intersted in account subject..

it was happened in last year..

now, i recall back the scenes on that moment...

what am i tell him...

what am i promised to him...

but now i scare i will make them dissapointed..

am i make the wrong decision...?

should i follow what my dad tell on that time?

or maybe i am right to stay in form 6?

Dunno...really DUNNO now...

what am i do now?

i really need the supports from my friends..

maybe you can tell me what should i do now...

save me from a deep hole that i fall ..

haha.. what am i writting now ya..

already wrote it for so long without notice hw long it was ..

hey , cheer up...

everythings will be alright soon ya...

( i only can comfort myself like this.. )

Happy Valentine day ^^~

today is 14 february 2011...equal to valentine day ...

time now is 20.14

n my class no is oso no 14..

.quite weird ...ahhaha...

because all the numbers are 14..

but it's okay then...

i dun mind...XD~

acutally, i dont know what should i post in this valentine day post...

juz bla bla bla inside here ba...

anywhere,

wish all the couple

enjoy your own sweetie dating

n

enjoy your sweetie valentine day ya...

for those,

who dont have your sweet heart now

it's okay then

dun give up o...you will find yours one day..

wish you all find your lover soon...

^^~

CNY

(rabbit : am i cute? if i am cute then please click "like" ...muacks...)

hahahaha....

still thought here is facebook meh....cn "like " or "flag" o...

hahahaa....

anywhere..juz wanna wish u all hv a hapi chinese new year o....

must enjoy CNY well o...

must smile to welcume CNY...

n thrown away all de homework first.....

thrown away all de fear...

thrown away all de bothered events..

thrown away everythings n ENJOY IT ....

enjoy it....just enjoy it.....let us high in CNY ba,...

enjoy ..enjoy...kept on enjoy CNY o...

hahaha

lastly...wish u

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ωίshίηg åll тнё bёst ίη lίƒё ƒör γöů åηð γöůr ƒåmίlγ ålωåγs.. Bё нёålтhγ, нåρργ, åηð ρr……ösρёrίтγ...☺☺☺

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原本这个post应该在前几天就post上blogger的，

可是我有点累就没上线哦。。。

。。抱歉。。。>n<

这件事情发生在前几天，

谁跟地点我就不多说了。哈哈哈。。shshhhh..。

事情是这样的。。

我发现到一件是那就是。。

每当我跟你们讲话时。。

我发现到你们的眼睛一直不敢看着我讲话。。

你们的眼神不断在往别处看。。

总觉得你们有点在避我哦。。

让我有点不自在哦。。。

有点奇怪。。

是我多心吗??

多虑吗？？

可是当别人跟你说话时，你们并没有这样哦。。。

不解哦。。。

究竟是为什么呢？

越想就越emo。。。

哈哈。。没什么啦。。

就有点在意哦。。

1st tropical tests in upper

next week~25/1-29/1

upper 6 is going to sit for tropical tests loz...

what is your feeling on it....~

time is flying rapidly..

after the past of the next week soon ,

we are going to end our January in 2011 and

start to welcome the beginning of February

then we have to can celebrate our traditional festival o,

that is Cny <>

heart-broken due to the flying of time...

huh...dont know what should i say now...

anywhere, tropical tests r coming soon...

hope you all score well in your tropical tests o...

gambateh o.....fighting...^^

~~~~~ XD