At this moment,wat r u doing with.....

woo.....since i din update my blog since a long time ago....

so i decide to update today coz i am free now ya...

huh .....now is holidays oledi...

as usual,hope every1 really enjoy ur 2 weeks holidays....

n try to spend ur time wisely n meanningful ya......

since now is 20.02pm.....

at this moment , wat r u doing ?

~is it go to a trip with frenz....

~is it playing the games to relax ur tension....

~is it looking at others fb profile...

~is it missing some1 now....

~is it watching the drama ....

~is it reading manga....

~is it hving a dinner with family,frenz,or some1 else.....=P

~is it enjoy the full arrangement activity during holidays?

~or....is it updating ur own blog ..opps....then u r doing the same right thg with me now...

opps....since thr r too much probalility, i just stop at here....

~EnjoY Ur HoliDAYS　ya,,,,,~

holidays

my holidays......

so hw abt me?

did i hving any plans for this holidays....

erm.....i only can say i need to complete a lot of work that i hvt done n i shld done all of it during holidays..

is it u felt that i am too lazy till din complete all the work before holidays n delay it all till holidays....

actually no .....

coz the work that i do now is the request frm teacher.....

that is create 4 poster for coming teacher day....

dun felt strange ya....

teacher day is nt only for our schl o....

the coming celebration of teacher day is for all schl de on july o.........

nt de small small one o.....

is quite large-scale celebration o......

really quite angry when i talk to this ....

coz the ppl under me de ..all r useless de.....

haiz.....i only ask them each ppl to create 1 poster for me ....

n i need to create 4 poster o.....

==.....ask them do it.....better ask them go die la.....

last time, teacher say she wanna check the progressing of poster ....

so i fixed the duedate for them n ask them hand in 1 poster to me ...

wht de.... haiz.....speechless.......all r useless thg ......all cant help me.....

all psoters hand in including mine 1 .....finally, all r reject except mine 1....

n teacher ask us to recreate it.....

i felt strange with it ...then i take a look on their poster....i only can say ....haiz.....

u ppl ar...really useless thg ....

as ur head....i wanna ask u .....

din u really take out ur time to create it....

i thk no o.....even dun wan to create it ma......

i can felt that u ppl really dun wan create it ma...

then y dun u ppl just abdicate ....

then i wnt felt so tired too.........really useless....

only waste my time nia....

if u r me, n saw that poster....

i thk u will say the same thg with me ....

i am nt pro in this too, but unless i try to create it till prefect.....

hw abt u ppl.....haiz.....

u ppl only make me angry nia......really XXXX.....

haiz......stop it.....if nt, i thk i will felt too angry o....

n now.....

i am going to create other 3 more poster .....

(ps.coz i dun wan depend on them anymore....all r shit...)

hw abt another 1 poster...

i created it oledi yesterday...i spent my half day to create 1 poster....

after i complete my design....

i am proud of myself.....after i complete all the posters....

mayb i will post it at here ya....

wait for me ya......

TIME WAS NOT BELONG TO ANYONE..

"TIME, THE THIEF OF LIFE"

it is true to say so because

_ time brings out the sun and the rain

to start another new day.

_time brings out the moon and the star

to end up another old day.

_time aslo brings out joy and pain

to sweeten our moment life,

and

to challenge our life.

but

" TIME GOES FAST WITHOUT WAITING ANYONE OF US"

yup...it is fact too..

we cant desire that time can be stopped for us

and

even cant desire that time is going to slow down to wait for us

as everyone know that it is impossible to happen in our real life

it is because

_ time is not belonging to anyone of us

_ we dont have right to decide the flow of time

but we can make the time goes with us

we only need to caught up the time..

_ to appreciate every hour,

every minute,

and also

every second.

never let time runs in front of us,

and

never let the time became ur winner..

2nd MUET

today was my second time to sit for speaking test..

i was quite nervous before i entered the exam room...

i kept on telling myself not to be too nervous

and

took a big mouth of breath to calm down myself..

during the exam, i found that my points that i said were out of the topic..

all the points were not related with the topic...

i found these mistakes when we kicked start the discussion,

my mind started to be blanked at all...

when my turn to speak,

i really dont have anypoints or elaboration can be said...

i just kept on talking about the non-sense words

and

kept on repeated my friends' points..

there was no points for me to maintain my own points...

oh no...

how terrible i am...

last and not the least,

i found that i didnt perform well in speaking test

because i only talk a little bit ..

i think the examiners may think that i spoke too few

and

of course my marks were too simply jobs for them to give ...

huh...T_T

anywhere, it is past now...

it is no use for me to felt regret now...

what should i do now is ?

struggle hard for another 3 paper....

only left 2 weeks for me to get ready..

2 weeks ...the time was too few...

but NO CHOICE ....

i must struggle hard to scold well in another 3 paper...

so that i wont disappointed my family and myself....

yup...there was only one way for me now that is STRUGGLE HARD NOW..!!! XD

i'm sorry

hahahaha.....

first till last, i only have 1 word wanna say...that is " sorry"

why i say so...

because i am lazy to update my blog these few days o...

although i am free enough , i'm still lazy to post somethings on my wall here...

so " i am sorry" due to my laziness...hahaha

i will update my blog ASAP de....hahahaha

see you ya....to be continue...=p

moody...T.T

i dont know what happen to me....

if can, i also wanna ask myself what happened to me now...

is it something or some events happened bothered me now...

"TELL ME WHY?"( a song too ya )..

.i also dont understand me myself....

i am moody suddenly ,

i dont have any mood now to complete my homework or do other things....

maybe i also dont understand ..

+ i am headache now....painful suddenly...

i am try listening to music now to conform my mood now...

to calm down my emo mood now...

and i hope it works on me ....

Tell me why,(why) does it have to be like this
Tell me why, (why) is there something I have missed
Tell me why, (why) cause I don't understand
When so many need somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why

Every day, I ask myself
what will I have to do to be a man
Do I have, to stand and fight
To prove to everybody who I am
Is that what my life is for?
To waste in a world full of war

the lyrics above is the lyrics of "TELL ME WHY"

this is one of my favorite song...

quite a nice song it was ya...

now , maybe i know why my mood become moody just now.

i think one of my reason is stress ba...

i put too much stress on myself ...

why i say so, sure i got reason to say so...

as everyone know, stpm results released a few days ago...

my sister is one who sat for stpm last year..

undoubt that she just recieve her results

but she dint scolded a good results and blammed by my mum..

of course i am also the one who blammed by my mum too...

beacuse my mum kept on advice me to study hard..

but she only always saw me sat in front of computer and television..

she blammed me that i dint study hard and

kept on tell me that i will scold the bad results like my sister if i dint study hard and cant enter unversity..

i am quite down when i heard it..

because i promised to my dad before

i say i wanna have a try in form 6 and maybe i cant handle the studies well..

it is because my dad forced me before to study account to be accountant in my future

but i not willing to be a accountant because i am not intersted in account subject..

it was happened in last year..

now, i recall back the scenes on that moment...

what am i tell him...

what am i promised to him...

but now i scare i will make them dissapointed..

am i make the wrong decision...?

should i follow what my dad tell on that time?

or maybe i am right to stay in form 6?

Dunno...really DUNNO now...

what am i do now?

i really need the supports from my friends..

maybe you can tell me what should i do now...

save me from a deep hole that i fall ..

haha.. what am i writting now ya..

already wrote it for so long without notice hw long it was ..

hey , cheer up...

everythings will be alright soon ya...

( i only can comfort myself like this.. )

Happy Valentine day ^^~

today is 14 february 2011...equal to valentine day ...

time now is 20.14

n my class no is oso no 14..

.quite weird ...ahhaha...

because all the numbers are 14..

but it's okay then...

i dun mind...XD~

acutally, i dont know what should i post in this valentine day post...

juz bla bla bla inside here ba...

anywhere,

wish all the couple

enjoy your own sweetie dating

n

enjoy your sweetie valentine day ya...

for those,

who dont have your sweet heart now

it's okay then

dun give up o...you will find yours one day..

wish you all find your lover soon...

^^~