目前的我， 想说。

我
离开 s i b u 的日子只剩下不到一个月了 ~
开始有了不舍的心情  ~
其实我是个又 恋 家 但又 想 出 去 闯 闯 的 小 家 伙  ~   =p
这几天老是想要是我离开 s i b u 去 p e n a n g , 家里会不会变得更冷清了？

就此打住 ~
有人问 我要离开去哪？   我要去上大学了~ 嘻嘻 ~
有人问  我读什么 ？  我拿到的是 I N T E R I O R   D E S I G N  ,朋友们都恭喜我拿到自己要的科， 老实说这不是我真正想拿到的~我家人也反对。
你们一定想问为什么吧 ~     说来话长 ~简单的说就是理想变了吧~以前没接触很多， 上了form 6 , 想了很多。 接触了很多。只能说以前那股热忱变淡了吧 ~
你们一定想接着问    那你现在怎么办呢？   我家人都叫我换科，可我也不知我能不能成功， 加上我很没胆 ~    T  .  T   我知道我没用 ~  我会试试看 。 不过 听他们说每年成功转科的只有4 ， 5 人， 那多少人申请转科？ 40 ~50 人， 只有 十分之一的机会 。看来机会不大 阿。那能怎么办 ？ 不成功转科就只能读下去了 ~  没办法 ~ 

好了  ~  该回到主题了 ~ 
很快我要离开了。我好舍不得 。 你们会想我吗？我知道我妈一定会想我，我也会很想我妈 ~  妈咪  ~    T . T
我舍不得我家人， 朋友， 还有这里 s i b u 的一切（不包括 工作）
很快我就吃不到我妈咪煮的菜了 ，所以我要趁我还在 s i b u 时多吃点 ,不过我已经很肥了，连我老妈都叫我减肥  ~   > , <
很快我就要在外生活了，什么都要自己做， 洗衣，买东西，以后没人帮了~（以前老是我妈咪帮我做的   > , < ）
很快我就要辞去我目前这份工了~ Y E S ~ Y E A P I  ~ 其实我还要做到8月尾， 因为我问我妈要不要做到8月尾 就是28号（29 我要飞去k u c h i n g , 30  再飞 p e n a n g  , 1/9 报道日)，其实我多希望我妈说 :  " 别做了，在家陪我吧 . "  ~  因为我不太想做下去了 ~ 可是我妈的答案是做吧，赚多点你出去也能花，妈咪你真为我着想  ~   > , <   就这样我现在每天都希望8月快快过， 因为我真的不想做下去了，没意义~
算了 ~ 自我安慰下~来倒数我离辞职还有多久吧~ em  ~还有26天阿~好长~我不要啦    T  .  T   哇 ~ 哇 ~ 哇 ~  哭  ~


其实我已经好久没更新我的 b l o g 了，我进来只是想看看朋友的 b l o g ，看看朋友过的怎么样 并更新 b l o g  ~
看了朋友的 b l o g 我想对朋友 说 ：
也许我没资格说话，因为我不了解你的伤。为什么要这样折磨自己，你不心疼自己，我们看了都心疼，放下吧 ~ 不为他人，也为你自己 ~ 只有放手，你才会看到整个世界，并不是只有他的世界。而你也才能从中得到解脱.。开始你的新生活吧~
对不起，我不太会说话 ~  也不会安慰 ~  我只是不想看到你这样  ~ 好了 ~  就写到这里咯  ~  下次再续  ~

初恋那件小事

 《初恋那件小事》

Mario主演校園愛情喜劇《初戀這件小事》預告片

初戀那件小事MV - 回憶篇

 金典台词：

“你听到吗 我的心 正在说爱你

 但我却不敢 敞开心扉 表达我的这份爱

 你听到吗 我的心 依然在那里等待 等你翻阅”

“希望有一天 你会知道有人爱着你”

 看的过程中，我的泪水不受控制的流出来~我也吓了一跳，让我狂擦泪水.一句话“好看”=p
每个人都有一段刻骨铭心的初恋~
我的故事又会是如何的呢~我也不晓得~=D

梦醒了吗？

最近我老是独自一人发呆，

也许是常一个人在办公室吧。

一个人的地方老是会让人想多了~哈哈~

不过

有时，望着窗外发呆，

让我心中不时有了一些感触与期待。

 “随缘吧！有些东西，事情早已注定，

期待也无法改变什么，是时候梦醒了”

“是啊，不该再期待什么了”

哈哈~真讽刺啊~  =】

迷恋——心动

人之所以会心动，是因为有迷恋。

人在一生中会期待的就是心动，

哪怕只有一分钟，

不，

哪怕只有一秒钟，

那也足够。

"因是迷恋，果是心动。"

这就是因果啊~

=】

（ps:其实是我最近迷上了“仁显王后的男人”和“拥抱太阳的月亮”，

剧里常常提到因果，好看哦 =p ）

FRESH JoB before may 2012~

        Over years, i touched with many job  in different field such as promoter , S.A. , cashier ..All these jobs i dun have nothing special to share~but  ~ In different working environment , i learn a lot about society~It is not a simple society as we think .In this society , there is a lot of calumniate ,frame, jealous,closed with you with  a unkind heart and so on ..... Maybe you dun believe what i said , but it is real fact that happened on me before.It  turned me a lot such as independent, be brave.. Dun too believe what others said to you when you are working,because u never know what their aim for .There is nobody else can trust or believe when working .The only one can be trusted or believed is ourself~ it is one of what i learnt over years.Of course, what i said only for working .Not asking you dun believe anyone in this world such as ur closer friends , family , relatives and so on ~u can trust or believe them but DUN OVER RELY ON THEM..when u over rely on them , then sure something will going to happen to examine you.Good Luck then~

         ok ~How about my working life .  well.. in the beginning  of 2012, i decided to try some fresh job to get  experiences.i looked through job vacancy via newspaper and  sibu org websites  .First job that i found was executive assistant  in 剑桥语言中心（PBTJ）.well..Since i din experienced this kind of job before , so i went for the interview.After interview , they wanna me come to their office for one day training to see whether i can handle this job well or not .Of course , i went for it.First day , i was late to work due to traffic jam .I rushed to there and step on that office.Oh..there is another one girl also came for training .So i talk friendly with her because who knows,maybe we are colleague in the next few months .But we are not now. Haha.well.What are we going to do on training.We are given 15 minutes to know well their company .We read their award ,magazine and website .I thought we will have a test after 15 minutes .But it is not what i thought.We did not have test ,i was called to sat inside the counter to answer any call and open bills and another one girl was called to sort out some documents in document room .I was asked to said "PBTJ" when i answered any call .All the call was asking the same question :"i wanna check the schedule for this week or i wanna book this time for my tuition "they already got their own schedule ,why still need to take a call ..It is not much big deal .When it was my turn to sort out the documents , i found that got one people i know ,(same school with me and also same class with me in school.)Quite surprising me that he tuitioned at here because the fees quite expensive .For me , i cant affordable.Finally ,it was lunch time , we had one hour to have our lunch .Both of us dun have any idea to eat our lunch ,so we decided went to kfc. In between , we chatted our family background , why wanna worked at there ,But quite surprising me that she studied "secretarty"course.Wa..i even dunno got this kind of course but i know now. Haha.After that , we backed to office ..Almost two hours past,both of us were called to different room to ask us some question .first question that they asked :can you handle other situation well such as students were complaining , some sort like that .I answered :if you allow me to know more details about what events or problem they complained , i think i can handle it well. second question :are you satisfy with your salary .I answered : still can.After that i been asked to back home .When i stepped out from that office , i needed to find other job.I wont be hired.


        My second fresh job is clerk at MHL Cargo, jalan aman .That day i went for interview ,then that night i been called to work start from next week.Wa..good news for me .This job i only worked for 3 months then i quit .Everything i can bear but only one that is i cant bear someone scolded me not working but actually i did.It happened 3 times on me .It cause me done crazy events that is i scolded back that boss before i quit.Maybe you will think how dare i am ~but i am sure if u were me on that time, you will done the same actions with me .Why i will think so .em~It was long story, hard to list out everything details at here.So i just skip this part .=D
      
      Third job is the job i am working now."INSING" is a shop that i work now"INSING" is  the shop which sell curtains, blind , roman , laminated floor ,wallpaper and so on .  .It is beside 100 yen at jalan pahlawan  At here , i am home planner .Wa ..what a nice name i have.My job is giving some suggestions or opinion to customers  .Actually my job is quite free , just drawing and servicing the customers.Sometimes , i may felt bored too because no customers , no need drawing ,make me nothing to do .So i just watch some drama at there  but it need to be careful , dun caught by boss or others.Quite freedom..haha~Plus i am glad that my salary raised after i only worked for one month.I also dunno why.Maybe only left me havent quit ,because 2 girls quit after may 2012.Maybe they wan me stay ?i dunno~

       Oh ya, one more job i still working is home tuition ..not at my house but at that girl's house .well...the story began after cny . one day,i saw one tuition advertisement on newspaper ..i try to get this job so i call out ..it is  home tuition ..i am request to meet them at their home ..it's ok..coz i need to know where is it too .after that they decided to hire me to teach her daughter who is in primary 3 this year.i am glad that i got this job, i think i can do well on that time..coz i think it is easy job for me to teach a primary 3 kid..but i am wrong..That girl that i help her tuition is called Serina .that girl is nt a normal kid..i dunno how to tell you. During my teaching ,she seldom pay attention, dun wan remember what i teached her( i keep on repeated the same things , she still the same) ,super active( play her pen , go to kitchen a while , go to toilet ,move here and there , eat her dinner ,eat finger snacks),n other non sense actions..plus she always need 1 hour and half to complete her homework( i even dunno why she can do her simple homework for so long, just write new words or copy the sentences into 1 paragraph. tell me why? izzit ur homework is so difficult to do?)She is smart but she dun wan to remember what ever i teach.Others i still can help ,only this one i cant .I already told her problems to her mother.I hope her mum will do something such as advising ,punishing her daughter ..but no actions make by her mum.It make me speechless.Whatever, dun blame me when ur daughter score bad results.This kind of children dun wan learn , only wasting my time to teach her one step by one step .All are useless.only 2 words for that girl:GOOD LUCK.

       It is what my life before june.what is my life after may~to be continue~=D

       

×我愛電視劇×

那一天我強顏歡笑着。

那夜，我好想看電視劇。

看著感動的電視劇，我可以盡情痛哭流涕。

“這個電視劇有那麼感動嗎？”

“哈哈～感動啊～你不覺得嗎？”

“是哦～我覺得還好吧～”

 我傻笑地回應她～=）

感謝電視劇的偉大～哈哈。

因為我真的想不到別的法子。T.T

～對不起,我沒勇氣展現我真實的一面～

現在的我已忘了那一夜
就如
“缺了角的拼圖，被遺忘了。”

～就繼續快樂的走向下個挑戰吧。=D～

我爱健康~ToT ~

     

  新年的元宵节，我病了，
可怜的是年货都被家人吃了~我都没吃到~
我新年也还没吃到过瘾就没了~我不依~T.T
只因我病了 = =

   算了~回到主题~
不过这次的病也病太久了吧~

~发烧+时冷时热+头痛+头晕+ 打喷嚏 +喉咙痛+鼻塞+流鼻涕~

   这是我的病，严重吗？
起先，只有前三个，吃了药就好多了~
接着就到后者~
因为我以为病要好了所以没吃药了~可是啊~><
不知是不是没吃药又严重了~
现在又加一个发烧了~
嗨~我的身子有那么差？
不过，我还真讨厌病恹恹的自己~
我不要在养病了~><

   病，你快快远离我~走开~
我没有喜欢过你~别再缠着我了~
我喜欢健康，我爱他~
病，你拿着枪指着我，我只会跟健康走~放手吧~走得潇洒点吧~
我会跟健康过着幸福快乐的日子的~ ^^


  我呢~现在真心希望我的病快快好起来    =D