Heart _ Hurt ? Bleeding ? Pain ?

U know my feelings now ??
I just wan to help u  but...
Do u know that it's hurt when I wan to help u but u keep on reject my help n not only reject one times ? It is called friend ??? Friends suppose to help each one in any moments when u need my each other's help. u reject my help means I am nt ur friend ? I dun hv that right to be ur friend ? U make me feel that I have been kicked out from ur friendlist .make me feel like I am alone . Yes . I feel alone sometimes . Whatever . Maybe i think too much . I only know one thing nw which is my heart is bleeding . It's pain . =(

My heart is suffering =(

I want to cry tonight. I dunno y . Now I just wan to cry as loudly as i can just like a baby is crying without cares anythg. But I know I cnt do it in this way ,just because I am adult nw .Can I free to be myself without cares anyone and their feelings anymore ? Just a few minutes or 1 minutes also cant huh ??? Now , I am tiring especially my heart .=)

我的感受就不是感受吗?

久违的一帖=)
为他人着想是好事，也许是你的体贴．
但过分的要求他人展示你的体贴，
这样只有反效果！！只会让他人感到不适．当要求别人为她着想时请不要过分．请想想他人的感受，好吗！!

是啊~那是我。

我不喜欢压抑自己,可是 我是环境所逼。
我不喜欢说过去的事,因为我会压抑不了自己,我会伤心。 =(

2 march 2013 , o1.22am

Merry christmas =)

Hey guys , wish u all MERRY CHRISTMAS . !!

Today is my First time  to celebrate christmas  . =)
With who ? Of coz my my frenz la . Dun tell me that u thought I out with bf . Alright . I admit I dun hv bf . Alone christmas .=)
Alright . Back to topic here . I out with sj and siang hao to gurney to celebrate Christmas from noon till night . We spent our time to  shopping alone to buy christmas gift for each other and then we watch "life of pi "in 3d (it is 1st time to watch 3d movie. Nice experience . Just tat spectacle is not tat comfort to wear ), after that we had our dinner at kopitan and also exchange the gift .  =) the gift I received are one cloth and one necklace . Thx sj and siang hao . It is nice and exciting today . I enjoy it very much today . Thx. ><  and I hope u guys like the gift I bought for u guys . Sorry if u guys dislike the gift I bought coz I really no idea what u guys like . Sorry . =(

Lastly , I want to wish everyone  "merry Christmas  happy forever "=)

无奈的我

最近，有了空闲的时间，想了很多,有点小emo。想找个人吐吐口水也找不到人．算了．自己想想，忍忍就算了，最后忘了吧．写这个时鼻头酸酸，泪水忍着写. 加油吧！

抱歉，我不喜欢

我果然不喜欢幼稚。无论是人和作风，我都不喜欢．别在幼稚了，成熟点吧!!!