我的新的一年究竟是好还是坏呢?

别人的新一年都有各自的新希望....各自的理想....真好...
而我呢?????阿...阿....一个字...""烦""。。。
我究竟该怎么办才好。。。
此时的我一直不知如何是好。。。。==
开学又要开始了。。。我到底要选什么科系好呢？？？
biology n chemistry 还是 physics n chemistry呢？？？
不知。。。。
我的家人很希望我能够拿bio n chem。。
原因呢？？？
是他们想要我将来能做个有关doctor的工作or做个pharmacy。。。
而我一直以来都像be an interior designer。。
我一直慢慢向要说服我的爸妈，，让他们了解这一科也会有将来。。。
可是他们仍然不解。。。仍然认为这科没“前" "钱”途。。。
回到原题 。。。我想拿phy n chem。。
因为我对bio没有什么兴趣。。所以想拿phy n chem。。
可是这个科系有什么工作呢？？？
我也不清楚。。。啊啊啊啊。。。此时的我好讨厌我自己。。。
可是讨厌自己又能有什么用呢？？？？。。。。。

ARE U READY FACE THE SPM EXAMINATION.........

spm is coming soon....
ALL MY FRIENDS,,,
ALL MY CLASSMATES,,
ALL THE FORM 5 STUDENTS,,
are u ready????
r u afraid...scare...???? coz u r afraid of spm examl...
or
r u bore...confuse...??? coz u not yet finish the revision...
or
u r happy ...jubilant...???? coz u r ready 2 face the spm exam..
or
all of these mood happen in ur bodies???
for me,,,
may be i also do not know my feeling well...
coz i afraid ,,,scare,,,bore,,,confuse,, nervous,,
all the mood start to rise slowly in my body!!
FINALLY,, i only can say.......
"don't give up"
"kept moving n fight until the last minutes"
"believe urself ,u can do it"
"if we try our best , then nobody will say somethings in our back"
FIGHT !! FIGHT !! FIGHTING !!! LET US FIGHT TOGRTHER!!

啊。。。啊。。。。生病了。。。
好没精神哦。。。
风寒再次袭击我。。。
好讨厌。。。。恨。。恨。。。恨。。
好不舒服哦。。。
要一直上厕所。。。啊。。好痛苦。。


=_=！ 又不舒服了。。
又要上厕所了。。。

BAD心情 +_+

这几个星期，我的心情真是有够烂。。。
功课多到 受不了。。。
没心上课。。
心也不知飞哪儿去了。。。
心情真是down到谷里。。。。
啊啊啊啊。。。我。。。到底在干吗！！！！！
老实说我也不明白我自己是这么一回事。。。
头脑好乱，乱到我头好痛，头又晕。。。

啊。。啊。。啊。。啊。。啊。。啊。。
may be i need few days to let my brain to calm down...
after calm down,may be i will know wat happen 2 me...
it is somethin confused my brain n caused my brain not function properly...

today oledi is fifth day of Sore THROAT.......
it make me overwhelmed with sorrow
it really afflict me
coz i ned 2 drink more n more water
but also drink"medicated tea"continuously
can u image that
each time u drink water
ur throat was pain
juz like thorn of cactus was stabbling ur throat slightly..
then u will felt a prickle with a short time ...
after i drink "medicated tea" 4 a few day
my painful start 2 turn better...
but it still got a little bit of pain
i hope tat it will b fine after a few day
coz i dun wan 2 endure tat painful oledi...
.....==!!!!

de time is going so fast make me cannot breath
i still remember i update tis blog just few weeks ago
but now oledi in month of MAY
so update my blog la...
rag doll above is cute right ???? i like oso....

haha...coZ i dunno wat should i say ,juz b tat 1st lo...

on tis few whole day,
i dont hv any mood although i stay at home o school...
when teacher is teachin in front,i did not pay attention,,,
even when i stay at home,,,i dunno wat i am doing,,,,
so wat is de reason ??????
i oso dunno
but tis few day,my brain is confused somethin....
wat i confused about , i dunno .....
why i confused ,,i oso dunno......
i try 2 think wat i confused about n why i will confuse in tis few days
mayb a book hv change my view,,
tat book is about how 2 b a suceessful person
after see tis book,i think reli i wan find a job
which can earn more money
o i should try more job which is suitable 2 me...
wat can i do now?????
i dunno ,
wat is de answer in my heart???
The ANSWER ,,, i not yet find out......!!!!!