my final decision..

finally...finally....

i made my decision...

i decide to stay at form 6

n i wan get gud result in stpm result....

if i hv gud result ,i am sure my dream can cum true.....

although i nid to work very very hard to get gud result....

but i wont give up....i will try my best...

no...should say...

i muz work hard...n try hard....

so tat i wont felt regret in my future.....

my frenz, everyone hv ur ow dream....

let us made our dream cum true....

let fight together.....fighting ....on......

gambateh le...^^

my holidays....

wow....time is going too fast.... oledi is half of the june now...

holidays already pass 2 weeks loz...

only less 1 weeks..then no more holidays loz.....haiyaya....

now most of my frenz oledi decide their final choice ..

some of them confirm stay form 6 ...

some of them pretty sure they go 2 college 2 continue their own studies....most of them oledi confirm thier road in their future loz...

how about me ???

future....

.i nid to consider...consider..

coz i dont wan take any wrong steps again ..

these few days, my parents face me to de my own decision as fast as i can...

they hope i can give them a very confirm answer ...

but i cant decide now....i nid more advises...opinions...

.i nid seek for the help from my fenz..my teachers...first b4 i cum out wit a final conclusion....

dont worry...i only nid some time to think....then i will make my final decision...

to be continue loz....^^

stay at home lonely........=..=

nobody..nobody...nobody...at home..

none of them stay at home loz..

pity....pity..i'm so pity...coz i nid stay at home...

so boring...so lonely....nothing can do.......

juz can watch de movie...or tv progammes at home...

but i still felt bore.........dunno wat can i do........

juz,,,,,play play....loz............

HOW ABOUT DE LUNCH....

i think i nid 2 cook 4 myself loz....

wat should i cook le?

erm...erm...better think properly b4 start cooking....

chicken soup loz...it is easy 4 me to cook....

juz put all de indregient into a pot n boils it....

. then after 1 n 1/2 hour ....all is done....

i can enjoy my lunch...

but i nid 2 eat lonely......no one can accompany wit me....

==.........

sad...sad...sad....

y i'm sad....most of u noe la...i nt nid say any more...

i want cry....cant control my tear....

no mood loz....

only 1 word la....sad...sad..

now i still sad......

=..=..................

hate...hate,,...=.=

why i hv so many things need to do....

hate..hate..

all the people throw their tasks to me....

i need to finish all the tasks by myself....

hated it..hated it...

then some of deadline of the tasks are tomorrow...

i need to finish some of the tasks tonight...

tonight, i did not stay at home again due to family meeting...

i think i cant sleep tonight again...==

regret...

today...after i see my friends' blog...
they say they are ready to face their own challenge this year..
their challenge are:
(a) get good result in spm,,,
(b)get scholarship to study oversea..
after i see these two challenge..
i start to felt very regret..
i regret why i did not study hard when i am young...
until now i just start 2 regret on it...
i start to blame myself...
i start to asking myself reason that i did not study hard...
a...my mood is down again...
i dont want to become a loser...
everyone will laugh at the loser....
a...regret..regret...regret..
i want to change my attitude..
i want change myself...
start from now...i want study hard...
i dont want to lose any more...

p/s: if i write wrong or my sentences are wrong ..please correct my sentences..
because i want to improve my Bi...thanks..welcome to write any comments...