我 = 野兽

‎"如果一只野兽受了伤，

它不会找人倾诉，

只是默默地跑到一个山​洞，

慢慢的舔噬伤口，

独自承受，

可是一旦有人来嘘寒问暖,

它就会​受不了。。。”

抱歉，我就是那只野兽。。。。

"野兽无法承受他人的嘘寒问暖，

它需要的就只是空间，

一个独自冷静的空间,

慢慢的舔噬伤口。。。”

抱歉，野兽也需要空间。。。。

“当野兽已经舔噬完伤口，

慢慢等待伤口复原，

它就会再次变回以往的它。。。“

抱歉，野兽依然是野兽，依然要生活。。。。

启发，发现，领悟。。

这几天，好多事情发生了。。

我预料的事也发生了。。

没预料的事

也发生了。。

然而，这启发了我一件事。。

也发现了一件事。。

也领悟了一件事。。

启发了：

“人在无助时，没人能帮你，

帮你的只有自己,

只有自己想通了，才能解决问题”

发现了：

"在我最无助的时候，寻找帮助时，

我才发现我身旁没人只值得我信赖。。依赖。。

也没有人可以让我哭诉。。"

领悟了:

“唯有变强，事情才会解决。。

因为只有变强，才能重新步出新的开始。。

重新在出发。。唯有这样我才能变得更强“

wait for me ya.....i will be bek.....XD

再次变回以前的我。。。

我发现我是个那么懦弱，又胆小。。

我再次变回以前的我。。。

再次变回曾经我不想要我自己的我。。

我好 恨,讨厌我自己。。。

为什么我会那么懦弱。。

为什么。。。

我不要这么懦弱的我。。

我不要。。

讨厌我自己。。。

我真的不知怎么办。。

我真的不知道是否能够再次承受再次的打击。。

我真的变了。。

变成从前以往的我。。

我真的不知道。。。

真的不知道我自己的。。

现在的我已经不再是我认识的我了。。

现在的我真的不知道我应该怎么办了。。。。

PpL~

People always come into ur life for a reason, or a lifetime.

When u figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do.

When people come into ur life for REASON.....

they may come to assist u through a difficulty,

or to provide u with guidance n support,

to aid u physically, emotionally, or even spiritually,

when u meet another new friend.

they may bring the relationship to an end,

when they say something wrong or special events happened.

they may act as a passenger in ur life,

just walk pass ur life,

when both of u dun know each other just like strangers.

When people come into ur life for SEASON.....

it is ur turn has come to share , grow or learn.

they may bring u an experience of peace or make u laugh.

they may teach u something u hv never done.

they usually give u an unbelievable amount of joy.

Believe it or nt,

if i say it is only for a season

and

like spring turns to summer n summer to fall,

then the seasons eventually ends.

Just believe it.....

It is real !!!

if u dun believe me, mayb u can recall back ur minds to thk abt it...

did u find that the moments that are most joyful ,happily with ur best friends are short ...

is it then..........=p

anywhere.....

my life is meaningless without u people.....

thank you for being my life....

thanksssss......

At this moment,wat r u doing with.....

woo.....since i din update my blog since a long time ago....

so i decide to update today coz i am free now ya...

huh .....now is holidays oledi...

as usual,hope every1 really enjoy ur 2 weeks holidays....

n try to spend ur time wisely n meanningful ya......

since now is 20.02pm.....

at this moment , wat r u doing ?

~is it go to a trip with frenz....

~is it playing the games to relax ur tension....

~is it looking at others fb profile...

~is it missing some1 now....

~is it watching the drama ....

~is it reading manga....

~is it hving a dinner with family,frenz,or some1 else.....=P

~is it enjoy the full arrangement activity during holidays?

~or....is it updating ur own blog ..opps....then u r doing the same right thg with me now...

opps....since thr r too much probalility, i just stop at here....

~EnjoY Ur HoliDAYS　ya,,,,,~

holidays

my holidays......

so hw abt me?

did i hving any plans for this holidays....

erm.....i only can say i need to complete a lot of work that i hvt done n i shld done all of it during holidays..

is it u felt that i am too lazy till din complete all the work before holidays n delay it all till holidays....

actually no .....

coz the work that i do now is the request frm teacher.....

that is create 4 poster for coming teacher day....

dun felt strange ya....

teacher day is nt only for our schl o....

the coming celebration of teacher day is for all schl de on july o.........

nt de small small one o.....

is quite large-scale celebration o......

really quite angry when i talk to this ....

coz the ppl under me de ..all r useless de.....

haiz.....i only ask them each ppl to create 1 poster for me ....

n i need to create 4 poster o.....

==.....ask them do it.....better ask them go die la.....

last time, teacher say she wanna check the progressing of poster ....

so i fixed the duedate for them n ask them hand in 1 poster to me ...

wht de.... haiz.....speechless.......all r useless thg ......all cant help me.....

all psoters hand in including mine 1 .....finally, all r reject except mine 1....

n teacher ask us to recreate it.....

i felt strange with it ...then i take a look on their poster....i only can say ....haiz.....

u ppl ar...really useless thg ....

as ur head....i wanna ask u .....

din u really take out ur time to create it....

i thk no o.....even dun wan to create it ma......

i can felt that u ppl really dun wan create it ma...

then y dun u ppl just abdicate ....

then i wnt felt so tired too.........really useless....

only waste my time nia....

if u r me, n saw that poster....

i thk u will say the same thg with me ....

i am nt pro in this too, but unless i try to create it till prefect.....

hw abt u ppl.....haiz.....

u ppl only make me angry nia......really XXXX.....

haiz......stop it.....if nt, i thk i will felt too angry o....

n now.....

i am going to create other 3 more poster .....

(ps.coz i dun wan depend on them anymore....all r shit...)

hw abt another 1 poster...

i created it oledi yesterday...i spent my half day to create 1 poster....

after i complete my design....

i am proud of myself.....after i complete all the posters....

mayb i will post it at here ya....

wait for me ya......

TIME WAS NOT BELONG TO ANYONE..

"TIME, THE THIEF OF LIFE"

it is true to say so because

_ time brings out the sun and the rain

to start another new day.

_time brings out the moon and the star

to end up another old day.

_time aslo brings out joy and pain

to sweeten our moment life,

and

to challenge our life.

but

" TIME GOES FAST WITHOUT WAITING ANYONE OF US"

yup...it is fact too..

we cant desire that time can be stopped for us

and

even cant desire that time is going to slow down to wait for us

as everyone know that it is impossible to happen in our real life

it is because

_ time is not belonging to anyone of us

_ we dont have right to decide the flow of time

but we can make the time goes with us

we only need to caught up the time..

_ to appreciate every hour,

every minute,

and also

every second.

never let time runs in front of us,

and

never let the time became ur winner..